Why do I often forget
how much you love me so?
Why is my memory so weak
that I often speak
about fears…
doubting that
you revealed yourself to me?
Is it because I think myself unworthy
that I go on thinking
that I must have been pretending?
Is it because I was afraid
of loving you too much,
much more than I could bear?
But my life is meaningless and empty,
and I walk about lost in the dark.
Without the light of You,
I fall.
There is no purpose
for me at all.
Do rescue me and remind me.
Keep me always before You,
that I may have hope,
that I may remember.
You are my all,
And you are everything
I have…
Pull me out of the waters
for I drown,
Breathe Your life unto me,
and tell me once more,
that I have been found.
“Save me, God,
for the waters have reached my neck.
I have sunk into the mire of the deep,
where there is no foothold.
I have gone down to the watery depths;
the flood overwhelms me.
I am weary with crying out;
my throat is parched.
My eyes fail,
from looking for my God.”
Psalm 69:2–4 (NABRE)
Jocelyn Soriano is a Catholic author, poet and blogger. She wrote the books Poems of Love and Letting Go, Of Waves and Butterflies: Poems on Grief and Poems for a Faithful Heart: Christian Poetry on God’s Love.
This is incredibly beautiful from a heart speak perspective. Boy did I need this, particularly this morning. Thank you SO much!!!
This is amazing!
Love the line why is my memory so weak that I speak… then I could add my own line here…speak too much to fill the silence afraid you might have gone away.
But the question is why is our memory so weak?? He died for us…He stands in heaven defending us…He created us…Why is our memory so weak?!?